Tuesday, June 25, 2013

There's no place for me to say out my thoughts at all except in this blog and not much people know about it so I guess this is the only place for me to vent all my feelings out.


Woke up feeling happy because my weight dropped again however, happy moment don't last at all. when I am as usual having my breakfast and Mom came over to tell me a piece of bad news which was Dad wants to marry his Vietnam gf again.

Why I said 'again' is because last year he almost go register the marriage, but I talked it out and he told my Kuching aunt that he will only bring up the issue after I got married. But now, it's just all lies.

This time round, I am really sick & tired of everything, all these nonsenses causing me to be unhappy all the time. If it's going to happen, I will just going to tell him that I am sick of tired, living at home will cause me to be unhappy since I will have to face her everyday which I dislike in fact, after they marry, I will dislike even more & hate her eventually.

No point staying together anymore, perhaps I will find a room to rent & find a job outside.

But it's expensive to rent a room in Sg.
Hais.