Sunday, November 10, 2013
Sometimes i do wonder, am i happy here? In my own home.
Yes, i do have what i want, which majority of people envy,
But i am not really happy.
What i really want, i can never get it.
Knowing that i get everything in the past, but now?
You are letting a rotten apple in, spoiling the r/s between us..
And i no longer get the 1st position anymore.
It hurts so badly,
No one understand.
I cant choose my family, i only can accept the facts now.
I have never been receiving any happiness since young,
The only i get are trauma and cries accumulated from young.
And now, even my uncle is more concerned about my health than you,
He even told u about you and u don't even care.
Perhaps i shouldnt come to this world in the first place,
Even if i leave now, i guess u will get over soon.
Oh well im just an useless person.
He even told u about you and u don't even care.
Perhaps i shouldnt come to this world in the first place,
Even if i leave now, i guess u will get over soon.
Oh well im just an useless person.
And Yes, you gave me all i wanted in term of physical items,
But that's not the actual thing i want.
Oh well, you guys will never understand that.
Define Happiness.
I just wish to have a complete family.
Impossible.
10:14 PM
